Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Still sick...

I'm still sick... It's a combination of things, sinus infection, crazy weather, and stress. It's been in the high 60's low 70's lately... when it was just "snowing" the other day. I'm trying to push my way through it. I have managed to attend all my classes thus far for the week so it is a new beginning. I'm trying to take that big girl pill everyday lol and do what I need to do, even being sick! I'm working on school though. Suddenly I've been hit with assignments being due everyday... I'm really exhausted.

I don't know what is going on... I lost 10 pounds, and now have gained 3 pounds :( I don't know why... I haven't been eating anymore than I have been from being sick. Maybe it's just me... who knows. I'm too stressed to really worry about it right now. As long as I total losing 20-25 pounds over the next few months I'll be a happy camper. I have til August to lost it... so one step at a time I suppose!

I know I haven't really been updating as often as I'd like to but things are hectic my way. Even Rob has been writing me asking where I have been and why he hasn't heard from me because he's been worried! I need to sit down and write him a letter... let him know I'm still living!

Well, I should probably go do my homework so that I can get into bed early! Another day of classes and work!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

blah blah blah

Sometimes that exactly what I feel like. I've had the last couple of days off of work, and I've literally taken advantage of doing nothing!!! I came home from school, and picking up my brother from school, and mother from work... I ate dinner, and got in bed and have been laying in bed since about 7:30. It feels good to be lazy. I haven't really been able to eat lately... I guess it's from being sick... as I am still sick! I should've probably gone to see the doctor, but their just going to tell me the things I already know, and will tell me to take cough medicine or something for my sinuses and etc. I've been feeling a little better, but not enough.

Good news is, I'm getting my car back tomorrow morning. Totaling $1364.75. A month without my car for them to not do my any favors. I'm mad because what they said was originally wrong with the car, was not in fact wrong, so after fixing that, then saying, "oh theres more wrong we need to fix it" the just continue to charge me. Why are u charging me for replacing something that wasn't broke, and you being the mechanic should diagnose things properly before replacing them!!! So there's going to be an argument in the morning... because I feel that they need to do something about the price because they were in no hurry at all to get me my car!!! They said "it'll be ready in a week" then everyday after that it was "by friday" then that day came and it became the middle of next week, and finally it is done... and I will have it tomorrow... I'm just upset over the price... I think it's rediculous considering the amount of time they've had my car, and the things they claimed were wrong... So at 8am, I'll be there, then coming home to nap til I have to leave at 11:30 for class.

I have to work tomorrow night, and I have to say I'm not exactly looking forward to it. As I said I've enjoyed having the last 3 nights off. I feel bad for being lazy and getting next to nothing done, but I think I've needed the time to just sit.

I really need to start doing better in school, and focusing on that being my number 1 priority, so starting Monday... It's going to be 110% out of me!

Still maintaining my 10 pound loss.... without the big appetite I'm hoping to lose 5 more... but we'll see I force myself to eat, but it's very small amounts. I don't know! Anyway... I'm probably going to bed, and taking some nyquil. Hope everyone is well.

Monday, February 2, 2009

10 pounds

So I lost 10 pounds for the month of January... It was kinda accidental in a way... but I'm not complaining. Later I set the goal to make it 10, and I did it!

I'm still horribly sick, but to be honest I think its the amount of stress I carry with me. School is kicking my butt... and it shouldn't be! I think it's the fact that I work 6 days a week, and dont exactly get adequate amounts of sleep! I actually called into work tonight. I feel bad, but I worked sick all weekend, and no one cared... they didn't say it but I felt like they were saying "toughen up"... trust me... I was taking dayquil caplets every 3 hours instead of 4 to overlap the wear-off time! and when I'd get home I'd take nyquil and benadryl... I have to be sick from stress because I actually broke out in hives one night. That doesn't happen to me to often either! I'll be glad when I'm feeling better. The sickness probably also added in the weightloss, but for not I will take it!

I'm so very behind in all my school work from being sick and working this weekend. I needed to do homework and stuff and just couldn't bear to sit and do it. So today, I have to push through it and get done what needs to be done for tomorrow. Title page, and reference page for my behavioral psych class... so that he can approve my topic or not, then I have memory and cognition homework that was due LAST week Tuesday! thats a -10, but in all honesty I've been sick! Have not gone out, have not ate out, have not done anything but sleep and work!

I need to get to work on those assignments and get in bed. Hope all is well.